Beautiful life...=)

Sunday, November 26, 2006

FLY.....


Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday


Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can deny and start to try 'cus it's your time,
time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left and the world's feeling hollow

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
And when your down and feeling low, just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
Any moment everything can change

Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can deny and start to try 'cus it's your time,
time to fly..

Any moment everything can change..=)


p/s:just a reminder 2 myself~2 keep me stonger..as days passing by..herm..=)

eskem time@McD..yey!!..*\(^ ^)/*


yeye..at last..weknd's here..beshnyerr..tipu la if 1 of us here x suker weknd kann..huhu..time 4 us to take a rest~unlimited sleeping time..boleyh lyn muvie puku2 baper pun..hihi~tak payah set alarm nak bgn pg..ye lah..maksudnye kalo tido lps subuh ler..ehehe..dun get me wrong...tuh dah kewajipan..hihi~beshnyer..jumaat memaang besh..herm actly..kitrg xder pun plas for tonite..tp eyah la teringin sgt nak pegi marakn muler2..tp mcm takder response dr yg laen..herm2..last2 kitrg tido jer..tp aku xmau tido~abes ler wekend mcm tuh jerrr...hehe..dah tuh aku bgn pkul 7pm mcm tuh..kemas2 katil n meje yg dh mcm aper dah..bukak lampu nak elak bilik yg gelap semacm..huhu..mcm x selese jer~nnt kena penyakit kemurungan kan kak?mcm cikni kena dulu..hehe..kakak yg kata duluuu.=p..pastuh basuh2 pinggan..mask nasik..ingt nak mkn nasik goreng jer la...huhu dapo dah xdek...kene la mask kat dapur btul2..xler jauh maner..2-3 langkah jer..lapa sgt2 dah..mane lah tak makn nasik lebeyh 2 hari..pastuuu zara pulak dtg..nak maskkan nasik gorg..yey!pucuk dicita..hehe..pastuh eyah bgn nak jugak2 g marakan..so ok..kitrg mkn nasik gorng dulu...then last2 bcoz sbb nak hang out sgt..sumer decide gi mcd jer~mkn eskem..yeyyyy!eskem....sedap!!..d best thing n way 2 release our stress here~sbb dah takde mnde lain actly..hihi~besyukur lah wahai org2 di malaysia..hehe=D
hermmm..td siang kelas fisio best jgk..check arterial blood pressure...mcm tuh rupe2nyer nak amik~tp manual laa...xler guna machine mcm mak punya tuhh...picit jaa dah kuaq result dia..hehe..td pg call mak n abah..dok jaga ipan budak buaih yg demam~still lasak jugak tuhh..ipan2..rinduuu..hehe..buleh ja mak n abah berebut nak ckp dgn yoh...rasa2nyaa depa rindu kot..hehhe..jgn jeles wahai abg2 n kakak2..hehhe..=p...pastuh cet dgn kak izan n kholeeda...tgk vdeo kholeeda n umairah"dr ulat jd kepompong..pommm!!!"hehhee...best ler lagu tuuu,,,hhehe...mak ude dah hapai dah...hehe..okay la..i ges cukup ler 4 today~nak tido ler..esok nak kuar~mkn lagiii..hehe nak wat camna..winter nak dtg(haha..alasan kuat..hehe)...okay people..time 2 sleep...nytesss=)

Thursday, November 23, 2006

FAMILY DAY?!...huhu..='(


alaaaa...seronoknyaaa yoh baca blog semua family kita ...excited masing2 siap ada countdown lagiiii..ishhhhh....pasaipa x buat time yoh balik cuit summer dulu..pasaipaa?!hehehe...takdak aihhh..yoh paham jaaa..pengorbanan..cewahh,,,hehe...excited jugak bila hangpa excited...wooo terasa smpai ukraine tauu...hangpa ja lupa org ukraine...hehe...ermm actly sgt2 nak pi..sronoknya bila abah offer nak balik malaysia dak..huhu sapa laa takmau...tp mahai la abah~
4ribu nak balik..hehe..lgpun kwn2 yoh suruh stay n pi winter holiday kat kiev dgn depa..n examsssssss yg byknyaa before wnter holiday...huhu~dah kena start jd ulat buku balik..adeh la dah cukup kot berehat hihi~arinih pon xlarat nak pi kelaih..tidoq mcm org pengsan sbb kena pulak period pain...saketnyaa bertambah bila sejuk2 nih..huhu~last2 utk ilangkan rasa besalah tak pegi kelas microb...buat ler homwrk physiology..heh..at least drp tidoo jer kannn..hehe..smlm ptg tido jugak coz saket since smlm..pastuh eyah n dyana tgh masak dlm bilik..actly kitrg x bole mask dlm bilik..tp..hehhe..kemalsan utk pakai tudg n masak di dapo..mmbuatkan kitrg melanggar peraturan.hehe..dan2 pakcik komanden dtg..."korg masak eh~setelah ditrnslate dlm melayu..hehe"..si eyah n dyana dah gelabah kat situ...actly bole diselamatkan lg...coz pkcik tuh xnmpak dapo..die cume bauu jer..ermm diorg 2 xtahu nak jwb per kot...salunyer aku yg bls..bkn laa tahu sgt ckp russian..sket2 jer..hehe..seyes padesh sume trabur..aku sedar tp nak bgn xleh...xde kekuatan~adui..aku raser allah xmau aku bebohong..haha..sooo abesla riwayat dapo kesygn kitrg..huhu nak masak pakai per pasnih...trauma je smlm dapo kene rampas..hehe..eyah siap ckp.."dah pasnih 3-3 makn megi jer"....haha,,,xdeknye...kiter kne beli dapo ah pasnih...huhu~okay lah....nak wat hmwrk..kalo ngadap blog jer...xjalan nihhh sumer keje..okayyy nnt smbung lagi...~daa!!=)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

penat tapiiiii besh!!=)


assalamualaikum...huihhh penatnyerr,,eyah dah pengsan tetido kat tepi..huhu takmo tido lg~rugi laa wknd..hehe=)..hermmm td kitrg wat open house...~unexpected bilangan tetamu..waaah...at 1 point tuhhh penoh giler hall..seyes x tipu..hehe...dassat gak lah...sumer keje zara..haha...tp besh2 meraih sgt!thnxs for coming everybody...=) w.pun rayer dah di ujung nyawa..hehe..tp semangt tuh penting kannn...=)gmba kat atas tuh kesemua tuan2 rumah..hehe..~in pepeeellll..hihiii~~tepakse laa pinjm baju cik nabeyla..rupenye aku xdek bju pepel..huhu xpenah ade kot... baju coklet?belambakk..hehe=D..hermmm fateema ckp mknn korg variety sgt..heheh yer kott...menu dier..herm nasik briani,rendg 2 jenis,laksa,kek coklet.kek batik,puding,nasik impt,kuah kacg,bubur kacg,teh limau,sirap...byk x?hehe...rugi laa sape yg xdtg..hehe...sekali tedgr plak tetamu bisik"mknn mlm nih pedas2 ehhh"...erkkk tuh keje aku laa tuh..huhu sorry korg..pedas la beshh..hahha..bru ader kick..hihiii~elee pedas2 pon sumer tambah 3x kannn..heheh..kitrg strt msk dr ptg smlm...rase2 zara paling penat kot...coz dier yg gi pasar lg pg td..die mask 3 jenis mknn...huhu...cian zara...xper bebaloi kann..sume mkn tmbah2 lg..sedap nasik briani ko..=)..aku wat laksa n rendanng..sumaaa tuh resepi mak ajaq..hhehe tima kaseh makk..tp x sedap mcm mak punya...=)..hermm eyah lak wat nasik impit dr smlm..manual pnyer care tau~xdeknye instant2...hehe..die ipitkan nasik tuh dr smlm.."pappp..pappp"..ahhaha dr smlm tau bunyik tuh..hahha..btul la yah aku rase jiran bwh sure tensen..hehe..xper setahun sklik raye..hehe..heermm dyana dier wat air pg2 lg dah siap..then dier tolng tirah wat acar n atirah la tukg wat kek n puding n kuah kcg..waa...besh2...sume pon contribute,,seyes puas ati..hehe..tahun depan wat lg~insya-allah...=)thnxs juge kpd marini yg sgt byk menolong ktrg...fateema die xdek kali nih coz ade "hallllll" yg perlu die selesaikan...hahaha=D...hermmm... aper lg ehh...aaa..smlm fisio kitrg bellaja ecg..besh2.tp skalik tgh wat experiment tuh..aabah call..heheh tp besh lg abah call.hehe...abah soh sevey harga tiket airlines lain..kalo buleh abh nk soh balik..hehehe...tp balik ka pi kiev kaa..2-2 yoh x kesah..hehe..thnxs abah n mak...okay laa...ckup criter arinih...nk titonn...penatt~~nytes ppl=)

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

changes?...herm =)


helo2..hehe..jumpe lg...tp dlm mood yg lebih better kot...=)..arinih selase~hari packed dgn 2 killer subjects..huhu anatmy n biochem..erk anatmy..ader submodule exam..jwb obj la mcm beser..tp arini segey yg disygi dah pegi kiev.huhu..soo kitrg dpt cikgu ganti..mr.zaichenko~
adeh laa...cikgu yg wat aku nagis time rework arituh~tensen..hehe='D...pastuh die tanye oral..huhu lamenyerrr..mmg la menarik care die tnye..tp lame sgt laa..so aku n zul x sempat~ladies i hv 2 put both of u zero for todys mark~huhu...seb baik ler aku strglle bace obj jer...kalo x mmang la janggut die kene bakar je..hehe~tp ade 1 part tuh bile klasmet jwb then dier xtahu nak jwb die geleng paler n ckp i dont know sir...then dier trus ckp kat sumer "doctors u hv 2 remmber never say tht u dont know of sumthng b4 u try~coz u wont be sure of anythng even when u r a dctr~just try"..huhu ye eh?mmg kot...caner laa nak ingt kan sume yg kiter blaja 6thn..herm..giler la byknyer~tuh la tajuk changes...terpikir2..perubahan..perlu ek? perlu kot..ke arah yg lebih baik..

eyah here...huhu....sakit kepale dah..begegar otak ni haaa...huhu....pa nak jadi ngn ko tok yah eh..go eyah go..haha..suka jak nyelut sitok..terasa mok nulis lam tok..nor..boh padam tok aa...

uish eyah nih boleh jer sebok2 ckp srwk plak tuh..aku pon dah paham2 bahase swk nih..hehe..ciann dier..tensen stdy tuh...aku paham yah ..hehe tp hari giler aku dah lepas..heheh..turn ko plak...gudluck ler..ok sambung balik~changes herm utk lebih baik ..mcm td biler klasmet dr bangse rajin dah strt pnndg rendah..aku rase aku kne wat sumthng~kne chnge diri~tp kalau nak berubah bkn senang coz smngt kene btul2 kuat..so kiter x berpatah balik kan?so goodluck for me..=D..insya=allah ~try..mcm satu lg kes...if kiter nak brubah jd org lain, i mean nak jd more cheerful ker or even nak jd pendiam ker aper..hehe..xde salahnye..tp the best is jd diri sndiri kan?..kalo org lain nak kate ape kate lah..."nor mcm tuh lah..mcm nih laa~"..who cares?!..yg penting nawaitu kiter..sape diri kiter dgn all my babes here =)..my family back at home..and d most important sape diri kiter dgn allah swt..kalo org nak ckp buruk2..let them be~diorg akan malu dgn diri sndri gak nnt..herm teringat plak lyric yg beshfren kasik ~ugly by sugarbabes:sumtimes they dont realise whut dey did can affct sum1 lyfe~if i'm ugly so were u....huhu...okay dah...lari topic nih..hehe..okey2 so i just think dat i need to change sum part of me~n d rest...let it be~it just me=)...hermm mcm dulu biler nak dtg sni abah ckp nih satu hijrah jugak..hijrah kan 1 perubahn ke arah kebaikan?so..kpd kwn2 yg rase nak berubah~buat jer...4 ur own good=)...
okay laa...ckup kot stakat nih...need sum sleep..hehe..mcm laa x ckup tdo..hehe..=p..okay2..mrepek lg...gudnite ~=)

Saturday, November 11, 2006

unstable emotion?..yer kot..huhu=(


herm...ye ker x stabil?org sekeliling pulak yg perasan..zara sampai antar msg dr 2nd..'jgn pikir byk2 nor..pahper aku ader"..huhu thnxs babe..syg ko=) mmg kot...kejap gelak2..kejap2biler diam terpikir2 balik probs yg ader...herm..tp takla seseyes maner..huhu ader la seyes...pasal pasport...huhu..camaner ehh nak sttle?adeh laa..mcm marini ckp ader je jalan die..huhu..tulah td tgh hari gi open house lyana n nadia..sedap..time kaseh..then gi mcd mkn eskem pulak..tak berenti2 mkn..hehe..gi dgn marini,eyah,zara n fateema..~erm diorg yg samer2 fikir pasal pasport aku nih..serius sayang sgt kat diorg..susahkan nak cr kwn2 yg susah senang samer2..then smpai mcd diorg suruh aku stay je kat mcd dgn marini..coz aku pakai jaket nipis n selipa jer...biar diorg je gi bakzal checkkan harge ticket ketapi gi kiev..diorg takut aku sejuk..huhu..baiknye korg..then aku stay kat situ dgn marini..marini pon x sehat sgt..die selseme..cian dier..soh mkn ubat "i dont blieve in medicine"
~cehhh eksen jer bunyik..haha..caner nak jd dctr..haha..then diorg balik dgn jadual ketapi sumer..erm rasenye mahal sgt ticket ketapi 96grvn pegi jer,,naik plane 90grvn..huhu..baik naik eroplen jer~adehlaaa..dah tuh diorg siap nak bahagi2 duit so zara jer bole gi tman aku..huhu smpai mcm tuh skalik coz diorg tahu kalo bole aku xmo balik malaysia xmo kacau parents aku..terharunyer..seriess..=') tp kalo boleh aku xmau le bebankan korg2..muler2 ingt kalo payah2 pon handle sndirik takper lagi..tp kalo dah libatkan korg2,..xmahu ler~~ishhh..1jam kat mcd tuh kitorg same2 carik jln..aku senyap gak la..coz tgh befikir macm2..huhuu ape nak buat nihhh?..adehlaa...then zara dah usap2 blkg aku..jrg risau..insya-Allah ade je jln..huhu sket lg nak nangis kat situh..pastuh balik call kakak sat..insya-allah isnin nih try sttle mane boleh..ermm..pastuh kitrg pegi 2nd open house pulak..erkk mkn lgi..ehhehe..nasik pulak tuh..adehh kenyang2..=) problem2 pon mkn jer..haha..pastuh stay je kat bilik marini..lyn vdeo clips...gelak2 ngn diorg lg..zara n eyah mmg hyperactve laa...xboleh sgt lyn giler diorg tuh..adehh..bile la nak matured..hehe..lpas isyak bru balik bilik...pastuh eyah lak cet2..bosannyer..wat laksa plak..hehe..mkn lg?hehe..mestiii...nih pon baru je abes mangkuk ke2..haha..ya rabbi..mmg lah sure beruang in the making..hehe=)..stdy objectve anat pon takat 10 soklan jer?hhuhu..lembabnye nak hafal~..no mood..ceh suka ati mood jer..hehe..esok dah ahad..pastuh weekdays balik..classess..examss..uhhuhu..camner nihh..dtg laa semangat yg hilang..iskk iskk..hehe..ok2..sudah laa mngadu kat blog nih..hehe..nak smbung bace anat~..nytes people...=)

Friday, November 10, 2006

Pelangi..=)



"KADANG-KADANG ALLAH HILANGKAN SEKEJAP MATAHARI,
KEMUDIAN BERIKAN KITA HUJAN DAN KILAT,
PUAS KITA MENANGIS MENCARI DIMANA MATAHARI,
RUPA-RUPANYA ALLAH NAK HADIAHKAN KITA PELANGI.."=)


helo..jumpe lg..dah weekend lagi..yeay!bole tido lmbt..hehe=)...zara dah conquer katil aku pown kat tepi nih..kjap jer rase..dah weeknd balik..hermm..kat sni bz je ari2..elok ler..sedar2 je dah nak balik malaysia..yeye..sonoknyee=)..hehe..padahal lmbt lg..uhuhu..ermm..ayat kat atas nih..dr blik sorg kwn kat 2nd hostel,salu je tumpng solat bilk tuh(time kaseh byk yer~~)..erm mcm besh je ayat nih..tuh laa..hidup sape la yg xde masalah..kan life kite mcm rollercoaster..sumer pon ader ups n downs dier...terpulang pade individu tuh utk atasi kan..herm tuh la kdg2 bile dah allah amik balik rhmat yg die bg kat kite,baru kita sedar before nih kite beruntung..harap2 sgt evrythng back 2 normal..hermm..kdg2 x smue bende boleh patah balik...try 2 accept it,wether u like it or not~u just have to..=(..evrything happens 4 a reason~allah maha adil..herm just hoping 2 see my rainbow soon=) at least kiter dah usahe kan..kalo tak dpt..bukan rezeki kiter..maybe next time..n for everythng just happen 2 my life lately..how i wish it wud just fly away~~huhu..tp tuh la kne accpt kan..takper laa..i'm ok now..=)

okay~ckup dah..meh kiter flashback ape yg jd..ari2 before nih...erm rabu?xde ape mnarik kot..ade la aku larik dr kelas histo awal 40mins..haha..nak solat ler..kalo x sure tak smpat jer~~huhu..cikgu tuh pon bknnye tanye..break je lame2..adeh laa..pastuh td ade kelas practical..erm amik heart rate..diorg xdpt nak read heart rate..org lain sumer ok..skali ckgu tuh ckp..'it's ok~bcoz she's young n small"..hahaha mcm nak muntah2 je bdk2 klas dgr..sure diorg nyampah jer.hhehe..pastuh konon2 jd tuknag check pulak..bile tgk vdeo td~mcm gelabah jer..huhu..agak la kot..hehe...1st timer ape~kasik la can..hehe=)..pastuh td mlm pi marakan ngn diorg sume..8 org mcm tuh laa..biase2 je..tp rase mcm terover mkn laa...raser nak muntah..herkk..tuh laa mkn mcm ikan...slagi boleyh nk telan..huhu..arituh nak balik dr rework anatomy..kne marah dgn pacik guard bcoz jln 2 org je dgn ruyeen..huhu..atleast die care kann?skrg bahaye la~ramai pulak kne pukul..still x paham..at least kat malaysia peragut tuh die nak duit ke ape ke..yg mamat russian sni..xtahu ape yg diorg nak..pukul jer..kepuasan kot?hermm tatau laa.. td berite sedih..pemergian tokchu yg disyangi..huhu..al-fatihah..takdan yoh nak jumpa tokcu balik arituh...sedihnya..=( abah n mak n abg sefamily kat kedah lani..rasa2nya usrah utk anak2 abah minggu nih cancel la yeh?hermm..sedih pulak mak ude dgr crite kholeeda pegi dekat in sbb rindu kat mak ude..huhu=(..mak ude pon rindu jugakk..tp mak ude nak jd doctor..hehe..tunggu mak ude balik ehhh=)

okay laa..nnt tulis lg..nytes..~wasalam...=)

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

kemalasan yg melampau..huhu..x best =(


hermm..nak start mcmaner eh..adui la..arinih selase 2nd week mmg la packed..8-6...anatomy n biochemistry on the same day...mlm isnin sure x tahu nak stdy yg mane 1..byk sgt2..tp slalunye akan pilih anat laa..coz anat mmg xkan abes pyer..tp lately kemlasan yg tahap dewa..adui laa..xkan sbb cuace sejok nih plak..haha..saje carik alasan lah tuuu..huuhu..mcm kakak ckp,,,kakak pon malaih2 lanih..rasa mcm bruang coklet aa kak?hehe..yoh pon sama tp yoh bruang putih "polar bear yg lg comey"..haha,,,tp kak xpa laa..yoh xbuleh la nak go on dgn kemlasan nih..xboleh nak biar je lyn badan malas nih..nak ikut mals..rasa xmo buat pahper..tido je dlm mink..huhu..tp td bila kat kelas..rasa x bole nak jwb soklan~rasa mcm "aduhh apa dah jd nih?'',,,huhu..smlm tido kat bilik marini..coz rase mmg boleh stdy pon kat hall 2nd tuh..dah smpai saner..stdy2..tetibe mcm xtahu ape yg ptut stdy utk kelas besok..bgn2 pukl 6pg pon ..selalu dah pi toilet then wat coffee stdy dah pg2 yg besh tuh..sure byk yg masuk pg tuh..tp pg td bole je temenung..ape yg nak stdy nih?..pastuh decide nak balik je lah bilik..pukul 6pg yg sjuk2 tuh...jalan ngn eyah..kelas kol 10stgh..as a result masuk kelas jwb jugak..tp x confident lgsg~"there's 4 major lmyphtc drainge for stomach sir-but i'm not sure the 4th node.."..senyum je sergey ngn aku..adui laa..mcmne nak jd dctr kalo x sure dgn jwpn sndirik..huhuh=(.."i'll gv u a break..n u find the answer."...huhu..abes la marks aku utk arinih...huhu..dpt 3 jer..bkn x besyukur mcm adam n asrul ckp..tp rassernye x ckup effort la..i can gv more..hermm..after tuh trus bekejar pi 2nd hostel utk solat..susah nak jg waktu solat dkt2 wnter nih..pndek2 waktuh siang..tp stakat nih alhmdulillah..try jgk..erm..biochemstry lpas tuh pon clueless jgk..hermm..
xper laa..abes dah arinih..at least tersedar gak..diri nih dah malas...esok pegi library okkk?
hehe..balik dr kelas trus tido je~no mood..huhu..tp bgn2 solat minum sumer..pegi kiosk balik2 ader surat dr malaysia!!yeye!!dr anak2 buah kesyagn..hikhik..thnxs abg n kak izan..ingat jugak kat adik yg jauh nih...hehe..dpt drawings dr tatak n umai..mak ude tampal kat board ok?=)
dpt baju raye!!yey..kemeje kaler putih pulak tuhhh...mcm tahu2 je nak kaler putiih..hehe..suke sgt2...tima kasih yerr..trus happy2 dah..hehe=)..td borak2 dgn fateema..lamer kitrg x borak2..yg heart 2 heart,,beshnyerr=)...sayang dier!..okay..nak tgk2 schedule stdy..nak jd bdk rajinn..hehe..boley kerr?~insya-allah...hehe=)..ok..nytes people......=)

Monday, November 06, 2006

L.O.V.E.....=)


Learn to love the people who are with you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything
changes. That is why
it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
anytime...having faith will
make it last.
Friends are not the one who laugh when you
laugh and cry when you cry.
They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
you from crying. Love is the
feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall
off, we learn to hold
on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that
sometimes love enters through the back door and
before you begin to notice
it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?.. Have you
ever hated someone and
loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
bad it made you cry?.. Have
you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
why? .
Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
woman but luckier is the
woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel
guilty nor the right word
to say when you like a person but love really
matters when we share our
thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
that friendship brings,
for friendship is like the shining moon, makes each
night a brighter one.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for
a heart that is
loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
grow old but a heart that
is loyal will never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
your heart, forgive them for
they have helped you learn about trust and the
importance of being cautious
to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy
to get, so hard to
let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define...and yet
everyone is still
taking the risk. That's love !
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird,
and when we find
someone whose weirdness is compatible with
ours, we join up with them and
fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE!
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it
may give you aches
and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in the
end you will cry even
more for not giving love a chance.
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
steps. He has plans and He
has His time. God's clock is never one minute
early nor one minute late. It
always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only
because they love you, but
also because they are teaching you to love and
opening your heart and eyes
to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
future. Bad experiences
indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
should make you better.
On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
happy with somebody else;
but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your
weakest, eyes that will see
you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both
instances, and a heart
that will love you at your worst, then you have
found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life
and love you in a way you
always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH.

Appreciate ur love ones~hermm mcm kenalnye ayat nihh..status dinie kat ym arituh…ermm we shud take it seriously..kdg2 kiter x appreciate org2 yg kiter syg sekeliling kiter kan?kiter akan raser kehilangan biler org yg kiter syang dah takde depan mater…huhu~nyesal pon x gune jer..so start now..=)..
So,nih sumer utk all my love ones…=):~
Mak&abah~both of u r the reason I’m here-chasing my dream n make it real..i love u with all my heart..bersyukur sgt2 pd allah swt atas “anugerah terindah” nih.
Family~all my supporters r here..love them soo much..missed all the momnts n laughter we’ve shared..susah nak serious..hehe..ada2 ja nak buat lawak..hehe..how I wish I’m there bila family day besar2an January nih…huhuh =’(
Bestfriend..=)~hey beshhfren..=)…I’m sorry 4 wut I’ve done…huhu..tarik balik..xwat lagi..hikhikk=)..thnxs 4 making my lyfe more meaningful as days goes by..=)
Febby~my favourite babe back in Malaysia..(currently listen 2 her song~gadisku dlm koma..sedeyh ker?..hhaha)..alwys stays by my side..no matter wut, sorry la jrg dpt kuar2 ngn ko kalo balik mesia..huhu..skrg aku nyesal..hehe=)..mish yaa!!
Zara+fateema+eyah~syang korg bangatt…huhu..smlm x lepak ngn korg bosan giler2…tak tahu la lyfe kat sni w/o korg..boleyh giler laa..we’ll stay 2gther 4ever okay?friends 4 lyfe…k?only death will tear us apart(pinjam phrase awak fateema jap ehh…=)….)Okey laa…nak tido laa..esok ader physio..pastuh xwat hmwrk lg..hehhe..nak bgn awal wat hmwrk…insya-allah…mintak2 terbagun..esok ader pt..adeh laa..senaman2 pinggang..

p/s:~~~hermm...sebenarnye saje je letak ayat2 nih...mcm beshh jer..=)...nih general love..bukan spesific love..so it goes 2 everybody...=)..(kakak nih utk smua org..jgn pikiaq bkn2..haha..jgn cut allowence yoh...heheee)...k daa~

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Missing them....='(


herm... tak bole tido..susah jd org yg nak tido kene ader complete silence..adeh laa~...nih baru lpas subuh...minum nestum 3 in 1(sedapnyer...=p...)..nak ilang kan raser x selese badan nihh..dehydrated laa dgn bilik yg stuffy n heater yg terpasg dr petang td..kering laa muke lg pasnih...hermm..seyes rindu giler kat 4 budak cute nih..huhu..mak uder rindu kat semuer...huhu..lamer lagi eh mak uder nak balik nihh..nanti mak uder balik semue2 dah besarkan..pastuh semue x kenal mak uder dah..heeehe..xper..nnti mak uder pakser jugak2 korg recognize mak uder.wahaha..=)4-anak buah mak uder~masing2 dgn character yg buat mak uder bertmbah rindu tiap2 ari..huhuh..~1 of the reasons mak uder nak stay je kat umah gombak..takmo kluar ngn kawan2.hehe..(ye la tu~~..hhaaha)..kakak kholeeda~dah besar anak buah mak uder yg sulung nih..hehe..mak uder rase kholeeda mcm baby je lg...sgt soft n kindhearted..congrats sbb dpt masuk al amin..wpun terlupe doa masuk tandas..haha..(takper mak ude pon kdg2 luper...erkk..jgn ckp kat maktok kay?..hihii)...umairah pulak..haiii budak notty nihh...xlarat dah nak jage...tp umai laa paling comel n wat mak uder geram...xleh lupe montel umai tuh..wlaupun skrg sakit laa pinggang mak ude nak dukung 12kg..hehe..mak ude dukung jgk..tp tak buleh lame laa..hehe =)..umai n mak uder blom dpt naik ketapi lrt samer2 kan arituh?hehe..nxt year mak uder balik kite naik samer2 k?hehe..."mak uder ader gule2 takk?"..hehe..takder sape dah nak mintak kat mak uder sni tau..huhu..fathullah pulak..anak buah mak uder paling jambu~hahaha...ati jgn marah..hehe..comey apaa..hehe...=p..fathullah paling baik skalik...xbyk ragam..sabar je..ikut abah n ibu die kott..cool je...still ckp germany yg dier n atok je boley sembang due2..n semue pon tak faham...teringt biler mak uder tido kat damansara fathullah tanye"bile nak balik?,"...huhuhu,...mak uder baruu sampai..hehe...sampai hatii aa..heh..nnt kalo mak uder nak pi knduri kawan mak uder lg kite make up samer2..pastuh pi mkn samer2..haha..ati jgn marah lg..hehe..the last one..hero skali...irfan~ya rabbi...budak buaih in the making..hehhe...rindu maximum kat budak nih...sbb mak uder jage pan 2 bulan arituh..nakal giler2...dah bole bejalan tolak tangan mak uder xmo pegang ehhh..amboi..eksen..atok n maktok syg btul kat irfan~mamak kat kedai mamak pon syg kat pan..ish2..ipann..lame x begaduh ngn ipan..xde sape nak gigit kaki mak ude time tgk tv..hehe..ookey laa..nnt lagi rindu pulak..huhuh..ok..nak baring2..dah kenyang dgn nestum..hehe...~wslm

Saturday, November 04, 2006

rayer ohh rayer..=)


heloo..x lmbat lg kan nak criter pasal rayer...heheh..still bulan rayer lgi kan..hehe..sementare ade mase nih...kalo dah nak exam..harapan je lah nak tulis blog nih..hehe..ermm..kalo nak comment pasal rayer tahun nih...rase2nyer biase jer kot...huhuh..on the 1st day rayer itself pon ader final module for physiology..huuhu..pressure gak la tyme tuh..wpon objectve jer tapi still kener stdy weeknd tuh..adeh laa...for the 1st time dlm hidup after smbhyg rayer pegi library..aaarghh..hehe..tp xper..lpas dpt result puas ati..allah maha adil kan?yg penting kiter ikhlas...mcm abah selalu pesan "yoh skrg berjihad...semoga allah selalu bersama yoh"..huhu..thnxs abah for all those words..beruntung dpt abah motivator..hehe..full of inspirational words n phrases..=)..then abes exam pkul 1ptg..barulah raye sakan2..balik bilik mkn2 rendang n nasik impit kuaH kacang...
then gi berayer bilik zul..mkn lg..waaa..kenyg2..amik gmbar2 byk2..hehe=)
pastuh next event biler sabtu mlm kat dom kultura..biase je lah mlm tuh..borink sket kott..tp d best part is bile amik2 gamba..da x larat snyum pon...hehe..tp sungguh byk..hehe..pastuh balik bilik packed barg..then tido 2nd..lepak dgn diorg lg..yey..besh je borak2..hermm sure kiter miss all this moments biler kiter dah grad nnt(insya-allah..aminn)..rayer tahun nih..tenggelam kott dgn exams..huhu.. biase laa..sape soh amik medic kannn?hehe..tp takper..sikit pon xpenah menyesal amik course nih..i've made my decision,this is my hope,my dream~
Ya allah berikan kekuatan utk bertahan..amin...okey..nak tido~nytes..=)

jharkoe+heater+open house...=)


tuh topic cukup nak criter arinih punyer kesah..hehe..pagi2 bgn fateema dah call.."magfira..dah siap ker?"..pastuh ..jawab"ermm..ermmm.."(cover coz terlmbt bgn)..trus fateema ckp" ooh okayy"..hehe..die dah faham..hehe sorry babe..huhuh...tido after subuh..pukul 5pg.susah le nak bgn pagi..janji pkul 10suku..11 bru bagn..ahh..sian diorg...cepat2 siap...lebeyh kurg jer..zara dtg..mcm beser die sure pau kopok lays aku wat bekpes die..hehe..pastuh kitrg gi amik eyah n marini kat 2nd then pgi mkn kat gudang..masyut plak ikut jln laen coz jalan biaser gi rinak tutup..tepakse jalan sndirik 100meter(bak kate pkcik masyut tuh..hehe)..xrase pon..coz jln ngan mmber2 yg best..gelak2 dah smpai...hehe..naseb baik dpt jharkoe yg kempunan dr bulan pose arituh..yey..tp tuh pon yg 2nd last pnyer..huhu fateema x dpt..serius jharkoe is d best!
even balik malaysia pon boleh je tringin nak mkn jharkoe..ehehe..dah plan2 ngn timah dlm lctre lagi.."okey2 minggu nih kite gi"..hehe..syangggggg fateema..die mmg besh..ikut jer..hehe..pastuh kitrg berpecah zara gi beli brg dapo die,fateema ,nabeela n marini gi sevey winter jacket n eyah+ aku gi carik heater..waa..heater da mcm2 skrg..yg stylo mylo byk giler.."wahh yg nih siap ade radio eyah..hehe"..."tipu la ko,giler ade radio"..haha..manede eyah..malmpau la nak taruk radio kat heater..haha...pastuh last2 jmpe yg besar..tp mahal 370...punye la mntak kurang kat abg heater tuh..huhu.."eyah cpat2 wat muke comel"..hehe..kitrg wat muke comel(wlaupun x comel..lantakler~~)..hehe last2 dpt 330grvn..yey!okeh la tuuu..40grv off kan..hehe..balik2 iron baju coz ade jmputan open house..yess..nyum2..makannn..hehe..aku pun tetiber je nak pakai tudg selndang kan..hehe..lame x lilit2..ehhe..kat malaysia dulu salu je buat..hermm kat sni jrg ade maser..ade pon kene ejek2 ngn geng2 naz..huhu..eyah bising2 dah..tudg byk xmaw pakai..hehe..yelaahh aku pakai..hehe..pastuh mkn..beshh diorg masak..nyummm(rindu kat ipan yg selalu ckp camni bile mokde bwk bubur nasik..hehe)...zara n eyah siap mintak tmbah lg..uhuh diorg tuh mmg..xsegan btul..hehe..tp diorg laa memeriahkan idup kitorg kat sni...2 miak swak yg giler..syg korg..hehe..then bile kat tgkt 6..diorg bolee je ungkit cite pasal tpt tuh keras laa ape laa..aku blur2..tgk2 sume larik kat tangge..huh?ape laa diorg nih..zara gelak2 jer..coz eyah die x takut citer hantu..die wat2 takut..bngok btul..dah puas gelak kitrg main specs rozie kat bilik diorg..haha.kitrg pose ala2 mamat2 rock band..mcm naz salu wat.hehhe...then diorg off to 2nd hostel n tinggal la aku kat sni..hehe..lyn net dlm bilikk..hehe..hermm..td ruyeen dtg..antar apple..hehe die balas laksa n rndang raye arituh..heerm baik sgt2 die tuh..sayang nye maybe die nak gi new zealnd lpas nih..huhuu sedeyhnyerr..satu lg kawn yg besh tingglkan kitrg..='(
okey la pnjang sgt dah niii..nnt tulis lagi k...wslm

Friday, November 03, 2006

snow...weeeeee=)

assalamualaikum..herm baru je balik dr 2nd hostel..masak laksa..nyum2..hehe..jadi plak..hehe tu yg beshh..td siang call mak tanye recipe..wpun tak la sesedap laksa mak yg buleh tambah 4x tapi kire orait laa utk 1st timer kannn?hhehe..masak kat 2nd makan ramai2 ngn diorg..adam jugak jd tukang2 edit kuah tuh...xckup masam la ape lah..zara tukg rebus spegeti n fateema tukang potong sumer bende..hehe..thnxs korg..=)..on d way nak gi 2nd tuh..hujan yg agak lebat dier jadi ice beku..then tukar jd snow..woooo..cantik sgt2..kitrg tgk 1st snow for this year..pastuh bile langut tgk langit dgn snow yg turun..subhanallah...cantik sgt2..tp tuh la sjukkk~~~...nak bergerak pon teketar2..hehe..tp harap2 jgn a sesejuk last year yg smpai darurat..hish x sanggup ler...esok nak gi beli heater..sjuk gile da bilik nih...okeh la..beshnye esok weekend..nak kuar mkn ngn kawan2..yey..tuh je lah hiburan kitorg..weekdays..sume jrg nampak muke..stdy2..kat bilik masg2..heh..weekend..besh2..hikhik..okey..nnt tulis lagi..~daa!

bismillahirahmanirahim..=)


hermm...tetibe jer nak tulis blog kan..hehe..maybe kwn2 n abg2 kakak sume tulis blog..nak join jugak..wpun life kat sini as a medic student tak la seseronok kat malaysia..tapi still kan ade jgk yg best..=)..actually nih testing2 je..lepas nih ade physiology class..homewrk blum sentuh..nnti balik..kiter update..esok weekend..yeay!! =)